Friday, February 19, 2010

Go ahead just leave, cant hold you, you're free..
You take all these things, if they mean so much for you.
I gave you your dreams, cause you meant the world
so did I deserve to be left here hurt

You think I dont know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys.
Oh you're stone cold, you said it aint so.
You already know im not attached to material.

What did i do, but give love to you,,,
im just confused as i stand here and look at you.
From head to feet, all that's not me,
Go ahead keep the keys, thats not what i need from you.

You think that you know you've made yourself cold
How could you believe them over me, Im your man.
You're out of control, how could you let go
Dont you know Im not attached to material.

Id given all up. Id given you too much..
But Im taking back my love
My love, my love..
IM taking back my Love..



My Ode To Someone Who Made me Feel Unworthy

Giving someone All ur love is never an assurance
That they'll love you back..
Some people are just not meant to be ir ur life,
no matter how much u want them to be...

You hug him goodbye but its nothing,
while all u want to do is hold on forever...
I used to smile when i told people
that you were mine.
I cant even smile and say your name
at the same time..

As much as i love you,,
i have to say goodbye.
coz i know you would be happier
if i let you go.

Missing you isnt the hardest part,
knowing i once had you,
is what breaks my heart..

I'll never forget the time we once shared,
and i'll always remember how much you once cared.
Its never easy to see you turning back
but, i have to take the pain..
and cry all the way home
coz i know...
it will never be the same again..

i know when you leave,
distance will keep us apart.
But diatnace no matter how far,
cant change these feelings in my heart..

One day,
i will be able to look you in the eye
without feeling the pain..

I hope in time,
you will be happy as you call
my name again..

i just have to say sorry
for loving you this much..
Sorry i hated how much i loved you.

Baby- I love You...


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A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me



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Roosters are very loyal individuals. They do not like dishonesty or mockery of any sort. They are blunt, up front and honest people and expect those around them to be the same. Roosters are happiest when they are surrounded by others, at a party or just a social gathering. They even enjoy the spotlight and will exhibit their charisma and wit in a minute. This star quality can be overbearing, for a Rooster expects you to listen to him while he speaks and can become agitated if you don't. Roosters do have a tendency to brag about themselves and their achievements and demand an attentive audience when doing so.

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Roosters are very smart dressers, hard workers and dreamers. They have a tendency of speaking their minds all the time which isn't always a good thing!

Positive traits..

forthright, brave, enthusiastic, loyal, hardworking, tenacious, resilient, adventurous, meticulous, prompt, astute, well-dressed, proficient, down-to-earth, gregarious, communicative, sensible, generous, charming, ebullient and terminally witty..

Roosters are generally pretty black or white when it comes to their feelings. They either like you, or they don't. There is no in between. Although they are vocal with opinions and ideas, Roosters are pretty tight-lipped about their personal emotions and feelings. They certainly don't wear their hearts on their sleeves. They are intensely private people who never kiss and tell.

if u like my personality then dont bother to message me.. hehehee

Monday, February 15, 2010

I NEVER

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself, I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so look at me and listen to me because,

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words, i never needed hurt, i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby

I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way
I get the final say
Because
I don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush

No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

PROUD OF IT!!!!!!1

Life is never that simple...neither had it been so complicated. People are the ones making it either ways. We live by our free will. We strive. We fight. We struggle. We survive. It's always like that.

One's sexuality/orientation cannot be denied. Who cares if you are GAY...BISEXUAL...STRAIGHT??? In this small world we live in...nothing is PERMANENT...Nobody's PERFECT they say...Yeah...NOBODY...if you get caught out in your closet...so what? YOu need not DENY it...instead, be PROUD of it. That's the LESSON I've learned after so much pretentions. It's so hard hiding in your closet. You cannot move. You cannot make any noise...or else EVERYTHING will be in chaos.

Live without PREOCCUPATIONS...

Move out from your COMFORT ZONE...

Live free...stay free...

Never mind what other people say...

You have a life of your own...

BE PROUD.

STAND UP.

and...

TAKE TIME to REFLECT...


If it's not yours, it will never be yours no matter how obsessed you are with it...But if in case, just in case...It's for you, It'll always be for you no matter how often you IGNORE it...

Live a LIFE...